Delusive, It is to me

Friday, March 14, 2008
so I...hmmm...should I? or should I not?

funny how things turned out
and frustrating how sometimes you want to say some things but it is just to hard to say it out loud
and you end up not saying it, and can only be left, feeling guilty about it.

this is a feeling I hate.

And hopefully, it's not gg to last. and does not end up in one of those dramatic moments.

somehow, deep down, I know, this is not gg to be good. even though, I've tried to convince myself that it's alright.

So, I'm here. confused whether or not...

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hmmm...let's be positive over here

well, trying not to scratch myself is currently the understatement of the year
for me, the poor sufferer of heat rash
especially over here, where it is predicted to hit 35 degree C max tomorrow

oh what joy!

so, right now, the motto in my oh-so-desperate-for-aircon life is HIDE AT HOME AND STILL TRIES HARD NOT TO SCRATCH MYSELF TO DEATH

well, the good news is, I've managed to get at least 70% of the things I need to get prepared for the approaching clinical placement done.
okay, scratch that, make it about 60%.
because I have mostly got the material things done, except one more pair of scholl sockings and my one month pass to north sydney.
and this time, my one month pass going to include the bus as well!
Plus, on a further more welcoming note, the weather is predicted to be cooler (26 degrees max) the next few days after thurs

so, now I have to plan on how to go about completing the rest of the stuff that I need to prepare.

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.